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why do they put eagles into chiong companies? it's been 3 stressful days, trying to read the commanders and the new peers. there's alot of changes and uncertainties that makes one insercure. it sucks to be in this position and it's definately gonna break me down at some point if i don't adapt to it quick enough.
another simple christmas for me today. nothing much to do at home, except for sleeping more than the usual in camp and waking up really late. really glad to receive some xmas greetings, knowing that some people still remember you within their mass sending. haha... i'm just being another ass waiting for ppl to send, but seems like there are really good ppl in this world. :)
heading back into camp later today, another 2 more days and i'll book out again. it's really good to have weeks being broken down by the one day public holidays.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Friday, December 12, 2008
playing with lighter...
left tekong for now and it was quite a sudden kinda feeling. i didnt really bid the commanders goodbye properly and the debrief was pretty sad. what to do...
i was very glad that i'm still in one piece and hope that i'll be in combat vocation, even though high chance i will be man than commander. well, that's the thrill that i get from chionging up and down and rolling on grass, soil and insects.
it's slacking time and nothing much to do. went out yesterday with keith and kinet and kept walking and walking. route march without fieldpack. haha. and talk alot of army shit. army really make me explore myself more. i realised i like japanese models. i prefer a one piece swimsuit compared to bikinis. i prefer shorties compared to g strings. i look out for the tummy. well. sounds damn pervertic but i'm just being truthful. one more last thing is, instead of saying "(smaller number) to (bigger number)", like when you ask me how many cups of water you drank today, the usually sequence of reply will be like "6 to 8 cups", i'll go the opposite, like "8 to 6 cups".
arh... wonderful wonderful. 1.5 years more and i can't wait to find out about myself more. sonuds like a kid though. sounds like i kinda wasted my 20 years not understanding myself.
i was very glad that i'm still in one piece and hope that i'll be in combat vocation, even though high chance i will be man than commander. well, that's the thrill that i get from chionging up and down and rolling on grass, soil and insects.
it's slacking time and nothing much to do. went out yesterday with keith and kinet and kept walking and walking. route march without fieldpack. haha. and talk alot of army shit. army really make me explore myself more. i realised i like japanese models. i prefer a one piece swimsuit compared to bikinis. i prefer shorties compared to g strings. i look out for the tummy. well. sounds damn pervertic but i'm just being truthful. one more last thing is, instead of saying "(smaller number) to (bigger number)", like when you ask me how many cups of water you drank today, the usually sequence of reply will be like "6 to 8 cups", i'll go the opposite, like "8 to 6 cups".
arh... wonderful wonderful. 1.5 years more and i can't wait to find out about myself more. sonuds like a kid though. sounds like i kinda wasted my 20 years not understanding myself.
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