time to move on...

i guess this is it. in 2 weeks, i'll be leaving tekong and it has marked a quart of my service term for the nation. till now, i guess it's pretty ok and met quite a number of people. it's kinda weird to see that some people try to boost things up but they don't sound convincing, but i guess the people i've met are pretty ok, except for a few i guess.

i've got to plan my off out already, i'm not going to waste the whole of my 12 days not doing anything. good thing kinet will be on leave too, so there's alot of jamming to do, just that jay will still be doing up his ocs thing. sigh.

there are somethings that i've got to think about. soul searching i guess. i still consistantly spend my time out in civilian wear with guys and i'm quite bored about it. where are the girls man? it's like i'm in a different planet now. i hardly talk much to them, i don't chat on the phone and i only type. i lost the touch to bring up an interesting topic and am slow to think. require me in buying these little gundam kits to be with. ain't it's just so otaku?

that 12 days, must not go to waste. one day for dim sum buffet. one day for sentosa. 2-3 days for jamming.

emo like never before...

2 hours ago, i was lying on my bed and pondering how much i'm alone. i do have friends and stuff, but i've always kinda love being cased up at home but there's this thing told me to actually move out and be outside with people. i've been doing this kinda think for the whole week and felt that i really did waste the whole block leave week to slacking and resting at home.

went out with jay and zw last night and kinda discussed about girls. i was wondering how to get a girlfriend and when is the good time to get. well, to be straight from jayson, i guess he's trying to say is that there isn't really a good time to get a girlfriend and there have to be confident to ask. i lack motivation and i'm afraid in this case. this is worst than physical fright man, metal torture man.

i'm very emo now. kana sai. i kept thinking about going down stairs to buy them. i think it will cure me. arh... maybe next time.

block leave... coming to an end...

i can say this is one of the best week that i've ever had in a long while. thks to the mercy of oc sir, the company got a week off from the 26 weeks of hell, which is left with about 4 weeks.

went to have a bbq yesterday and totally enjoyed it. enjoyed the meat and chicken wings. yum... kinda started smoking but keith told me to quit immediately. was down by peer pressure man...

2 more days to book in day and back to training. yeah... and i'm going to be a private soon. finally...