Saturday, November 8, 2008

emo like never before...

2 hours ago, i was lying on my bed and pondering how much i'm alone. i do have friends and stuff, but i've always kinda love being cased up at home but there's this thing told me to actually move out and be outside with people. i've been doing this kinda think for the whole week and felt that i really did waste the whole block leave week to slacking and resting at home.

went out with jay and zw last night and kinda discussed about girls. i was wondering how to get a girlfriend and when is the good time to get. well, to be straight from jayson, i guess he's trying to say is that there isn't really a good time to get a girlfriend and there have to be confident to ask. i lack motivation and i'm afraid in this case. this is worst than physical fright man, metal torture man.

i'm very emo now. kana sai. i kept thinking about going down stairs to buy them. i think it will cure me. arh... maybe next time.

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